Applause for the Wallflower

I keep trying to post a blog about everything that's happened in the last week, but it's just so hard to get my thoughts right these days. I was trying to write an entry yesterday about Saturday night, but that never happened because it's so hard to describe. But I'm determined now to do it before I start homework.

So Myles and I went out on a "pretty date" on Saturday night. We got all dolled up and went to this new restaurant, Brimstone (which we'll be calling to reserve a table before we go there again), that was absolutely amazing. I went out and bought a dress and some heels (which are now going to simultaneously become church shoes :D), I did my make-up and got all pretty, and Myles showed up in a suit. We left and ended up having to wait an hour in the car for the first available table...but it was totally worth the wait. Besides that, an hour with him is like no time at all... So we sat in the car and the whole time, he told me how much he was in love with me and held me in his arms close to his chest so I'd hear his heart beat.

It's so easy to say he's the perfect man for me, but that just wouldn't do him justice. Its funny how much I've fallen in love with him all over again since we've gotten back together. I mean, that's not to say I didn't already know how much he meant to me, but what I do mean to say is that I'm now able to express in full how I feel for him without having to hold anything back in fear of humiliation. I won't lie, for the first couple of days, I felt like we were all the way back at square one in those days where we used to fight all the time. I was thinking about it and I have no idea what was the cause of all that and how we got out of it. Just day after day, we'd fight and fight and fight over the stupidest little things. And then all of a sudden, we just started getting along.

I honestly have no idea where this is going lol... I'm so tired...I'll try picking up the thought soon. I'm not in a writing state of mind, although I'd love to be able to express my love for Myles so perfectly at this very moment, I just can't. So for now, the gist of it is that he's the most amazing person that's walked into my life and changed me in a really long time. And I hope he's here to stay.